So, after bearing my soul in a long chat with Kel and then writing it all down for Tim to read, I got some sleep. And I dreamt hideous things. That Mum had gotten her results from the Dr and they said one of us had HIV, but she didn't know which. Then I was walking along the Niederdorf in the rain at dusk and ran into Henri, and then this HUGE dog came along and raped my leg and knocked me down..and then Henri turned into my brother who said, no, I couldn't go to Tim for comfort about the dog, I had to go home with him and we were going straight to the station. I forget where I was headed before the dog humped my tibia...a hotel I think. Weird. Woke up feeling like all hell. Was upset because the dog's owners just stood there and sad 'oh, he does this all the time' and then refused to switch insurance numbers with me...and the dog was about 8 metres long, mark you! And a St. Bernard. Ew.
Anyhow, am packing for Terezin. Need to finish cleaning and then go see Seven, who is now back from hospital with his knee. Op went well. He's become addicted to Spital yoghurt..nasty.
Speaking of which, a friend of my parents, Caroline, her husband died this morning. He was diagnosed with cancer just over two weeks ago and was told he had next to no time to live. They have a 5 year old boy. I feel terrible for her.
I've started taking Hepanephrol again until my stabilisers come through...yay a litre of artichoke a day. Yich. Can't take it with me, so I'll really start up again once I get back. Rar.
Was glad to see Nadine joined Tim's Air Bar Forum. Am trying my very best to chill out about everything and not fix what isn't broke. And I've pretty much gone as far as I can go on what is. So I should technically be resting easy. Ahem, riiight. Oh well. All should be prosperous from here on: I'm wearing red trousers. Time to finish packing!!!
Aww, little Mo got sent down for attempted murder in Eastenders. Rar.
But aside from being crushed for Caroline, things seem to be somewhat better today. Must be the Spring Rain.
Nightmares and Spring Rain
Ton's of the bugger here too - not the nice cleansing type though as it was coupled with some nasty window rattling wind !